I have always believed that "Trust is a must, or your game is a bust.". And based on this, I'm afraid that I cannot put my entire effort into this endeavor. And if you can't give something 100% or more, than what good is the effort? What do you gain by giving something less than your best? Aren't you cheating those people that depend on you?
I'm sorry. I feel like I'm letting people down. But considering the lack of posts here, plus the apathy shown over the last few months, I can't take much more.
I wish you all well in the future.